I added my short blonde wig to make myself more feminine, then some lipstick I had gotten off my mother- she didn't know of course. He smirked at Tom, with whom he shared a room on the floor below."What you doing, little girl? The one I did not know carried an 8mm camera and was pointing it at me. Jill's voice was very deep, though maybe it was put on."Well, you'll be pleased to know, we caught some of it on film! You shouldn't be darling," went on Jill in a sneering tone, "it's a nice big keyhole. Yet they were making straight for the porter's lodge. It would mean Tom and Ray being hauled before the principal, for a ticking off and a fine. What I says is this, that Mr Cox will have to be told.""Well, it's not our fault, sir," went on Ray in a fawning voice. He looked me up and down."This here is serious," he pronounced," What's a pretty girl like you doing getting mixed up with these louts? "Just so you won't get away," he laughed, and the two boys disappeared. It was hers."Evening Baxter," Sue smiled at the porter, who looked even more ancient than Old Johnson. "be a good girly."Jill came up to my bed on which I was lying. I sat up quickly."Hello little girl," Jill greeted me in her deep voice. You didn't use your diaper.""No," I answered, unsure where this was leading."That's good. "I looked at my near-double, wondering what I should say."Well, little girly, as you're growing up, we think you need to know a few facts. I liked the thought of sex with Jill, she was nice. When I went to use the little room, I was forbidden."It'll help you change your mind," Dr Sue said sternly."But I need to go! In my sissy outfit, plus the veil, knotted together with Sue, we went off to lectures, during which I found concentrating on the latest scientific discoveries hard to maintain in the face of my own urgent urinal problem. I normally love wetting myself, but in the lecture hall, surrounded by my fellow students, that was a different proposition.Perfume, from the same source, immersed me in my fantasy character. Already, almost unconsciously, I was rubbing myself. The door crashes open, and in troop three fellow students. Belatedly I tucked my dress to hide my naughty little penis. "I would have appreciated his compliment at another time. In the darkness I made out a large woman, sitting on a bench. "I wouldn't try anything," he advised, "In her spare time, Sue is a wrestler."She had the build for it, for sure. I soon found Sue was far too dominant for poor little me. I had hoped I would not be allowed in, for surely the college had rules about male visitors also? I was untied and imvited to help myself to a drink. We don't want you to make the same mistake your mummy did, do we? "I'll teach you how to do it, little girl," she told me, "so we can make a baby together.""But you do need to agree," explained Dr Sue, "you see, little girl, your case is very unusual, being born the way you were. I liked the idea of having my sexuality heightened. But my common sense urged me not to take such a risk. ""Do what little babies do," was her unencouraging reply. The girls evidently didn't want to go so far as to use the film against me if they could avoid it. As the learned professor expounded the solutions available for patients who have difficulty passing water, ironically, my problem was, how not to pass water!For a long while, I wallowed in pleasant sensations, and pondered how I was gonna pleasure myself tonight. I was roughly pushed towards Old Johnson, my arm in a painful hold."Kiss him," ordered Jill. His whiskers brushed thru my veil, and he gave me a smacker in appreciation. " was my first query."We tried," they answered together."Have you tried it out at all? I can't sign.""If you don't, then we're prepared to pass that film on to Ray and Tom. They reckon it'll make them a small fortune."I shook my head. Mine had been for a cure for the common cold, based on old wives' tales. Jill and Sue however had attempted to create a drug for assisting in pregnancy. "We don't want to force the drug on you, it really won't harm you.""Aren't you trying to force me," I retorted, "by holding that film over me? A slight aroma wafted around the stuffy atmosphere of the hall. I had to sit watching Jill, Sue and their friends guzzling, while I like the poor dog in the rhyme, had none.Not that there was too much variation, for always it must end in a passionate ejaculation, but my dreaming would produce lots of wild notions, utterly impracticable, but which I could thrill to, in my own little world. Jill had suggested a formula for halping infertile women achieve pregnancy. ""Look," Dr Sue continued, "we wanna give you time to think of all the consequences. She was soon dressed in one of her dresses, and bunding her male attire in a bag, she kissed Sue goodbye, without even acknowledging my presence again. I tried to look innocent, so that eyes would not turn towards me, but several of those nearby, with keen senses of smell, stared in my direction. Jill, in her tweed suit, my tweed suit, did offer to feed me, but that was rejected out of hand.For a fresher, I was fortunate in having my own room, even if it was the smallest in college. I should tell you this was a men only college, it being 1963, and in this uni, mixed colleges enjoyed no part of our esteemed tradition. His erect dick was jerking off inside Jill's mouth. "We should spare our sissy's feelings shouldn't we? "Jill fished out of the bag which contained the camera and the damning film, a headdress, which fitted over my wig, at the front a veil was pulled down to hide my face."Aren't we kind? In the adjacent bed my companion Dr Sue was soundly asleep. " she asked me in a much higher voice than yesterday. The camera panned down to my dress, which was lifted up revealing my own penis . They were talking in whispers but I heard them reject the idea of leaving it here.
He confessed “everything” after I caught him trying to send a photo of his penis to some stranger via email. At worst, I concluded that my initial reaction of calm and of, say, not throwing him out of the house and immediately filing for divorce was a sign of hope, of being able to overcome this, of my love for him, of commitment, etc. My husband did take responsibility and showed great willingness to recover. I half wanted to tell my deepest fantasy to Jill."I, I was being a little sissy girl," I began falteringly."Yeah, yeah we could see that.""And I was being made pregnant.""You were gonna swallow the cum? " laughed Ray."Perhaps we oughter finish her off," suggested Tom."Yeah, you wanna be pregnant, don't you, little girly? He pushed."It's taking you little girly, enjoy it making you pregnant," Jill's deep voice shouted in excited tones. I was learning more about how a woman feels than I had ever dreamed. The two skittled girls looked on as Sue dragged me past them."Sorry, Jill's a little distressed," Sue advised them, " a family bereavement, you know. "We caught you last night making a girl pregnant didn't we? She did explain Jill's absence- she had slept in my room. As I resisted she gave it up, instead forcing the teat of a baby bottle into me. That was quite nice."C'm on," she said, more kindly but very persuasively. I couldn't run off, dressed like this, and I couldn't overpower three of them. Submission, that was my only hope, and wait for my chance, whenever it might come."So we saved you from becoming pregnant, did we? I was putty in her hands and screaming, returned towards the room from which I had so recently escaped. " I moaned at her."I've told you," she insisted, "try to run away again, and I'll be much harder on you.""I'm not a child to be ordered about," I retorted defiantly."Oh but that is where you are completely wrong," came her stinging reply. I worked out, all on my ownsome, that if I was being her, she must be impersonating me."Now I'll fetch your breakfast," she told me. She had brought in my food, and proceeded to try and force a spoon of cornflakes into my mouth. I jerked the key from its hiding place and ran for the door. In the near distance was the entrance, guarded no doubt by Baxter or his minion.Though this had been greeted with some scepticism, she had enthusiastically adopted Dr Sue's idea, which even impressed their tutor, of a drug that would help men who had a problem achieving erection. A drug that is safe as far as we know, you'll even get a share in the profits when it takes off.""Yeah, I read that, but the answer's still no.""Well think it over. But they did provide a glass of milk which I had to suck thru a straw. Thankfully the others hadn't heard the splash above the noise of their chatting.